Many times, I called out to you
you don't answer me
My heart is aching and full of rage
where are you as I'm going through these tough patches?
I'm asking how much more of this I can bear?
I know you see this, so please, do something
save me from my sins
Spare me the hurt and the pain
Too many years have gone by and you've been silent
At least, show up one day for a moment
Give me a sign to know that you're there
For in my heart, I know that you're real
Give me yet another reason to believe
Birth in me the desire to be hopeful
Strengthen me with your love that's unconditional
I'm on my knees pleasing with you to give me another try
For only you can hear my cry.
(from my book "The Journey of My Emotions)
When you feel this way, it's the best time to go to the cross. when you're at that level be careful who you interact with. That's a vulnerable state of mind right there, and the enemy will use this opportunity to steal whatever joy you have left. I'm recommending that you stay very close to God in order to shift those emotions. Trust me i've been there.